Festive season

Ok i know its been a loooong time since i last posted,merely cause i did not have the time,and i must admit i was lazy.
Since its a bit quiet i thought of updating my blog.
TTC has been put on hold till 2010,hoping for my baby to come next year.
Wow this year has really flown by....
Going to durbs to be with my family for christmas,cant wait to eat my mums cooking.
There was alot of ups and downs this year,i wont lie,felt like getting divorce at one stage,was too stressed about my whole ttc,while others around just kept on getting pregnant,but i know my baby will come next year.God will never let us down.

Important things that happened this year to me:
1.Met up with best friend of 10 yrs,she is so different.lol well its been 10 yrs helooo.
2.Have cut off all ties with my family here in jhb.Too much skindering.
3.Moved back to my in-laws place.
4.All my furnishers got stolen,was really heartsore :(
5.Took out my one wisdom teeth.
6.Stopped smoking.


Thats all i can think off at now.

Well anyways happy festive everyone.
Drive safely if you are travelling.
May we have a blessed 2010,and a fertile one,lol.

Time for a break!

Ok im officially of ttc.Im on the bc for 3 mths then we will decide then what to do.
Its heartsore thinking that maybe this mth i would have been preggies,but its got to be done,my body needs to destress.Maybe after the three mths then we can start seeing the fs again,im sick of buying herbal and normal supplements,i have done that for the past three mth,but i must confess i have not continued,always skipped onto something else the next mth.

List of supplments i have been using and ttc products:
1.Fertile xx and fertile xy for the hubby.
2.Staminogro
3.Fertivore
4.Folic acid
5.Pre-seed
6.OPK
7.The prenatal pack(femtron,pregnaton and omegaton)Must admit the femtron helped with painfull period pains.
8.Nuvida

See what i mean.

On the lighter side of life,meeting my bff after 10 yrs,cant wait.
Enjoy the week-end guys.

Friday!!

I dont know what is more sad,Michael passed on and bafana lost the game last night.
But our boys played brilliantly and so defensive.
Good luck for the 2010,you guys have tried your best.
Going to bloem this evening for an unveiling,going to be very cold have to take my blankies
with.
Anyways enjoy the week-end guys.

Goodbye michael

Wow the world is standing still,after Mj suddenly passed away yesterday.
He will rememberd forever

Hi people,yes i hate mondays,i really hope this week goes really fast,cant wait for payday and the week-end.
Enjoy the week ahead.

Some facts about me!

1. Do you like a scent that others might find strange?

Diesel coming out from the exhaust,i can go high on that stuff.

2. Are you a pack rat or do you purge regularly?

Pack rat i always keep things for sentimental use only but when i get mad i sommer give everything away.

3. What is your favorite thing to do in the summer that keeps you out of the heat?

I love the pools even though im not a goos swimmer,love the chlorine smell.

4. What is your favorite number? Why?

7 just think its very lucky

5. What color do you choose most when painting your nails?

Pink or other neutral colours

6. Have you done anything abnormal this week?

Uhhh no,well not that i know off

7. What's the best thing happening this weekend?

Not much my week-end boring when there is no money.

8. Did you have to dissect anything when you were in school?

Nope i was lucky,im sure i would have puked or fainted.

Yay its Friday

Well guys i know it been a while,i have been sort of busy...

Putting this whole ttc on hold,need a break.

Anyhoo enjoy the week-end.

Mornin

helooo

I hope my dream comes true,it so far fetched when i think about it,its something that happens so easily to other women,but why is it like a goal for me...
I wish every year that i will be a mother,but some-one else becomes one....
And someone close to me,why is GOD punishing me...does he really want to see me suffer and watch these children grow by the year and not watching my own child grow inside me.
Im invited to a babyshower,dh cousins,and he knows its hard for me to go,so i told him i cant go,and he understands.
I pray for all of us struggling to become mothers.

Whats up guys

Mandys belly

Hi guys here is a pic of my cousins belly 5 mths.

Morning

Goodmorning guys

Helo,im so tired after doing stupid stock take this week-end,anyways you guys look fab,(opm breakfast)all so pretty monz has such a cute bump.

Anywhoo,enjoy your monday girls.

Sometimes

Sometimes i feel like this,then i remeber and take a pill

lol

Story of my ttc life

Well i started actively ttc with my husband ,so its about 3 yrs.

Seen two gyneas and 1 fs so far.Had 2 laps and was on 3 timed cycles with clomid.

Had an hsg to see if everything is ok and it is.

So hubby will have to get checked.Which hasnt happend yet.

Taking a break thusfar and will start again when im ready and financial stable.

But in this time i am hoping for a miracle....

Zwani

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My first day

Hi guys im in and posting for the first time....
Yay